i watched restrepo last night on netflix. it’s an excellent documentary on a platoons deployment in one of the most dangerous valley’s in afghanistan. they face gunfire from insurgents every day. i’m so thankful for the men and women that fight for this country. i’m a wuss. i couldn’t do what they do. i would lose my shit.
speaking of afghanistan, a guy who used to work in my building just came by my office to wish everyone a merry christmas. he was sent home a couple of weeks ago after losing his legs in an attack. i’m so consumed with the shit around me that i forget about what’s going on everywhere else in the world. i can’t imagine losing any of my limbs. he’s several years younger than me as well. it breaks my heart. i have a couple of friends who have served but none of them have been killed or lost any body parts. it’s insane.
this week has been a weird one. my grandfather passed away this morning and two more people i work with lost their father’s this week as well. the timing of a death is never a good thing. i’ve been fortunate enough to have all 4 of my grandparents until now. i said goodbye to him two weeks ago. i can’t imagine saying goodbye to someone will ever be easy. i’m broken up inside. i’ve spent the last couple of weeks thinking about how i could have spent more time with him and learned a little more about his life. i’m so selfish sometimes and i hate that. it’s an awful quality to have. here’s a picture of poppy and me when i was a junior in college:
he was a great man and an ole miss rebel fan to the end. i went to georgia and he made me hold colonel reb up when i went to visit him. he will be missed greatly.
it’s been a weird week…